Nikki Sicks

A close friend of mine in NYC was raped last night. She was drunk and partying with the wrong crowd and claims to have blacked out. The NYPD made her wear a wire and confront the guy today, who lives in her dorm, but he claims that she agreed to it. A bit of a back story on this girl: of all the drugs I've done, I've done 90% of them with her including acid and K. To put it lightly, she's out of control and I'm not proud of our relationship. She also slept with my boyfriend of 3 years last summer and caused a rather nasty breakup scene at a train station, which I am also not proud of.

I don't write people off that easy, which is the main problem. I mean, I probably should have stopped speaking to this girl years ago but we were "rockstars" and did too much blow to care that our friendship was so destructive. After the cheating incident I came back to school this semester and just thought I'd leave the two of them back in my hometown, maybe see them on holidays and just focus on my college life and career. However, this rape incident makes me think that I can't let sleeping dogs lie. SO if anyone has any advice on staging an intervention/cutting dead weight out of your life I'd love to hear it. I'll probably delete this post, I'm not sure I'd want to read it if it came up on my friends page. I kind of just wanted to type all this out & try to figure out how I really feel about having this person in my life. Friends don't come so easy for me. Drugs? Now those come easy.

http://keepahealthydistance.tumblr.com/

"I'm a designer. I use so much white space, it's racist."

Opinions?

Okay Wake The Sleepers here we go....


Love their androgynous sounding vox and that lush guitar sound they've got going. I'm a sensory person and that sound just fills my mouth with cotton.


-___- Love that pic it's absurd.

Found a pretty penny
wish it'd been my own
leave behind a decade
and search harder for gold.

You've got those red red hands.

I can't believe I was dumb and thought I was taking a digital photo class when it is actually a regular photo class. Ahh this is art school not smart school. No it's actually really fucked because I need that Digital class to be able to apply for my degree program & I'm already in my third year. At least I'm not tripping on acid, now THERE'S a sign I'm fucked three ways to Sunday.



This program on my Mac called MOJO picks up itunes playlists of other people on my campus and it just found one called Mike Faith Nipples.
Ha. Why is it still August?

Egon Schiele. Obsessed with him today.



& James Ensor.


and throw in a Mary Cassatt print for good measure. I'm taking a printmaking class next semester I'm very excited for.

THAT IS ALL.

Magritte.
& some Basquiat.


& Robert Rauschenberg


Fun stuff *___*

My lil hamster died. I blame my guinea pig. She was always so jealous...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uOyBHVzLafI&feature=related

...Well I'm turned on.

SLASH makes everything much better. These boosh comms I joined are killing so much of my time it's fucking excellent.

AMANDA.

much better than LSD in all ways.

Defining sexuality through stereotypes is bogus.

Any thoughts?

IMAX makes everything more pretty. I really enjoyed myself, even the screaming hipster in me remembered for a second what it's like to want to wildly grab your own junk a in a movie theater.

I am intrigued by the fact that The Mighty Boosh is coming to the adult swim lineup. And Venture Brothers!

peace

drugs....and money. Recession? Depression? I can't talk politics it's above me. I love the internet always. The back of Umbrella Academy, the Spanish poster about acting before our enemies. I should scan that. It's so graphically pleasing to look at. AND NO NUMBERS. I hate those. Letters are better like LSD and BBC and CCTV? WWII? WWIII? No, not so good.

Bad call Harry Trueman.

I have to know if anyone has any sort of interwebz awesomeness that might involve Johnny the Homicidal Manic? NNY's a piece of work alright. I'd like that. Someone must like that too.

I am ashamed. I must go.

UMBRELLA ACADEMY SCANS ON TORRENTZ! Love it.

Oh god poor M.I.A.! she looked so pregnant tonight on the Grammys, the poor thing. Why would they have her perform in a skinny little dress when she looks like a WHALE? Poor girl.

I know, it's strange. But why didn't anyone tell me that last Reggie & The Full Effect album was worth a second listen? I must have dusted over it in the downloaded collextion.
shhitsticks. I smoke too much & am not very crafty with wood & nails.

& WTF MYSPACE JAMES LIVES ON LI ? yeah. I knew that totally word.

Epic win for the MCR video 'Desolation Row.' I can't wait for the next album, I love that they're pulling inspiration from the Sex Pistols. Sometimes I think I am Sid Vicious, but only when I'm spitting in peoples faces.

Anyone got scans of Umbrella Academy Dallas 3? The snow here closed down the comic shop for the weekend and I wont be able to pick it up till next week. There's pretty icicles though.

sex & violence everybody.